It's gonna be FINE.

I want to be fine.

I need to be fine.

Even if it means pretending.

I can be crying at this moment and next I can be joking around,

acting as if nothing happened.

I changed way too fast that I don't how I feel and stuffs now.

But one thing for sure, it's something sucky.

And I hated it.

Everything in the world seems so perfect, and it's all just too good for me.

Good things doesn't happen to me and trouble loves company too.

So there's be trouble forever, nothing good forever.

Highly chance is the decision is made.

Was looking forward to it actually, for it to happen.

But not now anymore.

So what to do about me?

Guess I just need to stop.

Need to stop having feelings and be not affected by them, anymore.

Just like how it should be.

Always rmb, deep down the smile there's always something more.

The something to make the person keep smiling and having a brighter smile than no one had.